I mentioned that I suffered depression in my childhood which had an underlying death wish. This childhood feeling has I won't go easy on you. You'll suffer for several days. I expect to witness incredible dignity and utter grace, despite your fervent wish to escape your suffering." I opened the door for Sandra; She’s a very attractive woman, about forty. You could tell that she was a little nervous meeting me and seemed in general to be a little bit “mousy.” Debby had asked me to grill some salmon for lunch but after it was done I stayed outside doing some yard work so the girls could talk. I wasn’t trying to listen but I could hear at one point that Sandra was crying softly, a little later there was some mischievous laughter from both ladies. Lucille left it to me, along with a complete, and I do mean complete, description of the relationship she had with you for the past few years. In addition to her business, she requested I take over other matters in her absence. The original of this document, in your handwriting, was left to me to use as I saw fit to ensure you did not revert to your old, bad habits. After seeing how you’ve dishonored my sister’s memory by letting her home turn into a pigsty, I’m sorely tempted to just send copies of it to your boss and everyone else you know and be done with it… and with you.” I spent a long time sobbing loudly. She seemingly paid no attention at all, but went about her business. I stood with my nose in the corner. My bottom seething with fire. I took heart in the fact that once the fire cooled some, the warmth of her love would be with me for days, even if there were no more spanking during that time, which now seemed very unlikely.

was common to see a classmate caned for such an ‘offence’. The constant fear of forgetting something did nothing to aid in The appalling discipline practices I have described, certainly contributed to my anxiety and consequent feelings of feelings of intense embarrassment and fear; then a process of ‘closing off’ set in. Much later when it was all over the and emotional distress when the hitting was being meted out. I can remember that only the punishment counted.I'll appreciate your corporate apartment tomorrow night when she's beaten me." Anya had granted her its benefit while she leased her own.

When the alarm sounded the next morning, , I was out of bed and into the shower. I think she was somewhat disappointed that she was not going to get to take me to task again. She needn’t worry, there will be other times and other reasons. If I didn’t see to it with my actions, she would think of something, of that I was sure. A husband is suddenly inspired to spank his wife just before she goes to work each morning. (1,955 words.)child’s fear and whether or not their actions would cause life-long psychological scars; were insignificant. The Education

Miss Roberts studied her reformed client. She'd thought Carly wise. Recent events had disappointed her.

The next day I called the local newspaper with an ad that the ladies had written the previous night. It read, mmm… well, I spank his bottom until I feel better…. absolutely serious….yeah I’ll tell you all about it tomorrow over lunch. I still have a hard time with other people “knowing” what goes on, but I trust my wife, and realize that she is empowered to decide how our house is run. But now how am I going to face Elaine at the next office party? in this case, my parents). During my times of depression and suicidal tendencies I can now recall the same feelings of I now intend to describe a number of incidents involving this Miss Collin which I had to deal with in psychotherapy many